Saturday, September 16, 2017

Facing Racism and Discrimination

Hi A,

Sometimes it feels like you are more on the side of the sociopaths in the community where I used to work and of my ex-boss, the bank robber, than on my side and I wonder if it is because, they are white and rich, but the criminals of other races and poor, you are not shy to call them thugs. As I have shown you, they are plenty of thugs in the white race too, but a lot of them are just more sophisticated with more money hiding behind the law, their white privilege and money; posing as "helpers" and doing their crimes behind closed doors-- they are the most deceiving of them all -- It would have be nice to feel some outrage coming from you for what the sociopaths did to me and some sympathy.

Anyway the real reason I'm writing now is because lately I sold a few copies of my book and someone just sent me the private message below on Facebook telling me that he likes my book and that I done a great job.

"Hi Sylvie,  I purchased your book last week.  I have read a couple of chapters.  You have done a great job on your book from what I have read so far.  I really believe in Alice Miller's work and your book is a witness to her insights.  I strongly feel wounds from childhood abuse are the cause of much of the present day suffering.  When I finish your book I plan on giving it a 5 star review. All the Best Sylvie...Dennis"

A: Still busy.
I kind of can’t believe you’re insinuating that I'm some kind of racist…I hope I’m reading this wrong!
I’ve never cared what color anyone’s skin is or how much money they have or don’t have.
Of course I’m on your side and I’m pretty sure that I ask you about your case, etc. on a regular basis. Not sure how much more sympathy I can show.

Sylvie: I have been pretty busy too. I don’t think you are consciously doing it, but when the evidence is put in front of you that a white man has commit a crime that could have completely destroyed my life-hood, you have a hard time believing it and question me?! And you don’t call them thugs like you call the criminals of other races and from other countries. We see it all the time on TV too, when a criminal of other races or from others countries are caught committing a crime, they are called thugs and terrorists, and they want to build walls and travel ban of whole groups of people to keep the thugs/terrorists out, but when is a white man caught commenting a crime, there is sometimes a big cover up, like we witnessed at the community where I used to work, or they say is a troubled or disturbed person that suffers from a mental illness, but never called thugs or terrorists, that’s kind of racist and discrimination, don't you think?!  So don’t be afraid to call the criminals at the community where I used to work and my ex-boss, the bank robber, terrorists and thugs, because they were terrorists trying to install fear on me. That’s what terrorist do! I have no doubt that if It was me that had lost my mind and committed a crime, the face and name of the little poor woman would have been splashed all over all the news stations.

A: I don’t doubt you and I’m happy to call him a thug.
If I seemed incredulous, it’s only because it’s such a bizarre situation. That’s different from doubting you and I’m sorry if I wasn’t clear.

Sylvie: Cool! But the question now is: would you be incredulous and find it such a bizarre situation if it had happened in a poor neighbor with people of different races instead of in an upscale community with bunch of white people?! Because in poor neighborhood with people of different races is expected?! 

Childhood repression is a phenomenon that affects all races and social economic.

A: Yes it would. Any bank robbery is bizarre because it seems like a movie, not real life.

Wednesday, September 13, 2017

The Fascist Way

I could not agree more with Robert Reich's words above! When I first got hired at my job of nine and half years, I was invited into board meetings, but after they read my book and found out I was not one of them, but I was a real honest person that could see everything and everyone clear, it made them uncomfortable, so they start having board meetings how to destroy me and of course I was excluded from their meetings about how to destroy me! But I didn't need to be in their meetings, because I knew exactly what they were saying and doing! Overnight my opinion no longer counted and I became their number one enemy they needed to destroy, so they could go on with their lies, facades and illusions as usual. When I would question the property manager, she always answered: “that’s not how we do things here!” of course not, the way they do things there is the fascist way and not in the democratic way!

Reading the words below, the property manager comes to mind, she got so jealous and envious of my success of publishing my book, that she had to do everything in her power to try to destroy me, to transfer her bad feelings into me, so she could feel better and superior again, but she was not able to and I'm sure she is suffering from depression like never before and probably taking medication.
“The characteristic subjective experience of narcissistic individuals is a sense of inner emptiness and meaninglessness that requires recurrent infusions of external confirmation of their importance and value. . . . When the environment fails to provide such evidence, narcissistic individuals feel depressed, ashamed, and envious of those who succeed in attaining the supplies that they lack.”

Friday, September 8, 2017

Big Cover up by the Sociopaths at my ex job, FBI and the US Marshals

Yesterday while at work I got the comment  on my Facebook post  asking me to PM him about KW.  And as you see below in the private messages exchanged, my ex-boss used to be a Sheriff and  there is a big cover up that involves, the sociopaths at the community where I used to work, the FBI, the US Marshals AND the Media. You can't trust anyone in position of power. There is so much corruption everywhere. There is corruption at every level of power. 
Everyone is focus on the sociopaths in the white house, but how we prevent from sociopaths getting into the highest office of the land is to expose the sociopaths and their corruption at the local level. We fight corruption from the bottom up and not from the top, but as we witnessed at the community where I worked for nine and half years no one had the courage to expose the sociopaths and their corruption. And no one cares that my life-hood was almost destroyed by these sociopaths.

In Portugal there is a big cover up to keep in the dark the crimes of Doctor Julio Machado Vaz and in an America there is a big cover up to keep in the dark the crimes of an Ex Sheriff.

You and Mr. X. aren't connected on Facebook

9-6-2017 11:36AM

Mr. X.: i would like to know more about Kyle wilson for personal reasons. not sure how to explain why. how much do you know about him anyhow
i found a post online about the bank robbery. as i trying to do my homework 

You accepted X's request.

MR. X.: Not sure if i want to know, maybe its best to leave it alone, in the end he broke her heart

Sylvie Imelda Shene: Kyle Wilson was a criminal that join a mob of sociopaths in a plot to destroy me. He broke her heart and because of him I lost my job of nine and half years and more than half of my income. He projected himself into me by treating me like I was a criminal, but a year later we saw who was the true criminal. But it's a big cover up and everyone is silent. After the emotional harassment I went through at my job I will never look at another human being the same way and I pretty much lost all hope for humanity. Every time society allows sociopaths to go Scott free and win, we all lose. No wonder we live in this messed up world.

Mr. X.: Did you know he was past law enforcement. There is so much covered up. But his wife did share what she knew. From what i gathered he was up to something bigger and it’s been covered up. Specially since the fbi and marshals got involved. I know about borderline personality disorders, as my ex messed me up for years. Still cleaning up the mess she left on the kids. But the kids finally figured it out. Sad world

Sylvie Imelda Shene: No, I didn’t know he was in law enforcement, I just know it’s a big cover up! Thank you for writing. The information you share with me might be helpful in the future. My story is going to be heard sooner or later. I’m patient. I’m sorry your ex was also a sociopath and you still cleaning up her mess. Me too, I’m still cleaning up after the mess of being the target of a mob of sociopaths at my work.

Mr. X.: Please leave my name out of it. He was pierce county sheriff

Sylvie Imelda Shene: Don't worry I will keep you anonymous... but this information is very value to me.

Mr. X. Hope it helps.

Sylvie Imelda Shene: Thank you!

Read my letters to the media in the links below:
Open Letter to the Media
The Silence from the Media is Deafening

Sylvie Imelda Shene "For most people, when we do an act which hurts somebody else, we feel guilt, we have regret, remorse and shame. The sociopath does not experience these feelings. He will only experience regret, if his actions have affected his own life, and therefore damaged himself." Read More Here

Friday, August 18, 2017

Charlatans Help Promote Each Other’s BS

Hi A,

The poem you shared with me, don’t take me wrong! It’s beautiful, but it expresses a dependent love, because mature conscious adult can always survive without the love from others. We might be sad if someone we love leaves us, but we can always survive. Only children depend on the love from others to survive. When adults are dependent on someone else’s love for survival can become very dangerous and destructive. It’s just a poem, so no big deal! Still beautiful!

I checked X’s book at amazon and read the preview.  The moment I read the line that he decided to sit next to the man wearing a Rolex turned me off right way, it reminded of the dancers/prostitutes that instead of dancing/working would be standing at the entrance of Bourbon Street looking at men’s shoes, because they could tell by what shoes they were wearing, if they were rich or not, and then follow them into their tables and try to get as much money they could from them, even if they had to sell their bodies and soul to get to their money.

I am interested in what kind of soul people have and I look into their eyes, the soul’s window! Not into what they wear. Looks Likes he is just motivated by money! I like to help people free their souls and it doesn’t look like he is interested in no one’s soul.  So no he doesn’t look like someone I would like to make a connection with.

During our chat I shared that would be very hard to point the finger on the deep-seated trauma that might took place in past generations that is manifesting in A’s body now. The body never lies. It is trying to tell the truth in A’s body. Diet might help her condition, but I think what would help more than anything else is to pay attention and be honest with one’s feelings and be open and willing to explore our history and try to understand what A’s condition is trying to show everyone.

I don’t think I’m a little hard on X. It is what it is! Yes, I met him at the Ball and he didn’t try to make a connection with me! Why?! Because he didn’t see in me as step on the ladder to financial success?! 

His fiancĂ© the same, she was friendly with me and we were supposed to meet for coffee, but she never follow through, why? Because she didn’t see someone in me that would help her advance in her career?!

The reality is: if I played along with the sociopaths in S and have written a book telling people what they like to hear, didn’t challenge them in anyway, didn’t require them to look in the mirror to question themselves, they all most like would be supportive of me and probably writing great reviews. They would not have come after me so viciously like they did to try to destroy me to silence me to protect their own lies and illusions.

Charlatans promote each other’s illusions and lies, that’s why the books of so many charlatans become best sellers.  And I most likely would be doing very well financially NOW, but to me true success is to be healthy, free, happy and most important have peace of mind.

It’s nothing wrong with wanting to succeed financially, but I like to succeed by telling people the truth and not what they like to hear and if I can’t make money speaking the truth I rather not make a lots of money at all. I don’t need a lots of money anyway! Having a peace of mind is more important to me! I totally accept where he is and I wish him success with his book and I hope his wishes come true, but we have to be honest with ourselves, at least in private, and see the reality and don’t fall for the pretty seductive lies and illusions that pretty much everyone in our society is trying to sell us and shove down our throats.

Like I told my sister Elza at the airport in 2005 when I was coming back to America: Believe in lies and you will be surrounded by liars, and she is surrounded by people that tells her the pretty lies that she likes to hear and she is paying a high price for believing these lies. Most people in our society are like my sister Elza, they believe in pretty seductive lies and illusions and this is why the books of so many charlatans become best sellers and society is paying a very high price for believing the charlatans seductive lies and illusions

 I don’t expect for everyone to gather the courage to let go of their masks in public and become real. 

Being real in public is a risk, a risk I was willing to take. And I don’t expect everyone to take this risk, because you have to be ready to take such a dangerous risk.

I understand he is one of your friends and you like him and is in your best interest to be publicly supportive of him, but in private is important that you see his true motivations and the truth for what it is, because if you confuse illusions for reality you are just confusing yourself, especially A that is too young to distinguish illusions from reality and is looking to you and S for guidance.

Believing in lies and illusions will keep you all permanently living in the stage of confusion and is not good for anyone’s health. This quote by Alice Miller could not be truer: “Children who are told the truth and are not brought up to tolerate lies and cruelty can develop as freely as plant whose roots have not been attacked by pests (in our case, lies)

It seems you keep falling for everyone’s illusions and it was, especially, very sad to see you fall for the illusion of Donald Trump.

Believing in lies and illusions is not good for our psychical and mental health and for society as a whole. 

Have a great week,


Tuesday, August 15, 2017

Family of Origin

What we have known in our family of origin will always be most comfortable to us, no matter how unhealthy that family of origin was. 

Sunday, August 13, 2017

Hurting Others is the Malignant Narcissist Pain Killing Drug

Hurting and destroying others lives is their pain killing drug. It's an addiction that keeps their own childhood repression intact. Just like I wrote in my book A Dance to Freedom page 118: "... as long our pain remains repressed we will unconsciously and compulsively do to others what was once done to us."

Arizona Senator Jeff Flake

From reading the article above I learned Senator Jeff Flake is a Mormon! I knew there had to be some Mormons in this town in power positions. 

Now explains it! Why the media never revealed the name of my ex boss that killed himself in a police standoff after robbing a bank, because he was a Mormon too! Cult members protect the theirs and the cult reputation at any cost. 

" When Exposing a Crime is Treated as Committing a Crime, You Are Ruled By Criminals."  Yes, I was ruled by criminals! And even faced with this evidence  I'm still the one being treated like I'm the criminal and the real criminals are being protected! Read more HERE about my experience with a mob of sociopaths at my job of nine and half years.  

“MESA, AZ (KPHO/KTVK) -A Chandler bank robber shot and killed himself inside his vehicle Friday morning after he pulled into a gas station several miles away in Mesa, police said.
SWAT officers from Mesa Police took over during negotiations while the suspect sat in his car with a gun in his hand. At one point, the suspect exited the car, but then he got back in the vehicle.
Officers were seen with guns drawn crouching behind their police unit.
A gunshot was soon heard coming from the suspect's car. There was never any exchange of gunfire.” Read more here

And make the connection here